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Monday, September 25, 2006
I was just blog surfing when i came across a particular's someone blog today and something in me went "urgh." Let's call this someone IM.
We used to be the best of pals in secondary school, sec 2 was when i started getting really close and bonding so much with IM that alot of my close friends had alot of things to say about that. My band mates, my best friends, there was just alot of backstabbing go around and i was at a loss at whose words to believe. So, despite all the gossiping, we still talked on the phone every night, laughed at everything, bitched about everyone, cried about feelings, what have you. And... i still remember so vividly the night when IM played this prank on me, and the two of us got to know a certain someone, that i still hold close to my heart up till today, at a deeper level. IM also taught me perseverence and very strangely, thought me to appreciate the things in life that we take for granted.
But after the o's, or let's say before the o's, i guess i was too carried away by band practises, by what my best friends said, by what my conductor said, studies, friends and gradually i lost contact with IM. And today, after 3 years, i viewed IM's profile and saw that everything on IM's profile never changed. Especially on the section on IM's best friends.
After 3 years, everything about IM still remained the same and i know that it was my fault to have forsaken the friendship. I know that by all a sudden appearing in your life again, you would have doubts because this is not the first time i bailed out on you. i wish i was not such an immatured brat last time when i was younger. i wish i had gone one step further and have another go at it when i failed.
I'm kinda hoping that we would get to spend christmas together again this year, staying up till the wee hours of the night getting all high and crazy over mad stuff that would never come true.
